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*MUCH NEEDED UPDATE!* [28 Mar 2004|08:59pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

Hey yall! It's been a long while since my last entry .. a lot has been happenin in my life .. like school .. soccer .. and now a job. Haven't had much time ya know? Anyways .. a couple things happened during the time of my last entry til now. First off, Ring Dance. OMG. I had a good time (sorta). Me and Craig slow danced some but we both don't really know how to dance so we just went into this room to play pool and we got our pics taken and keychains =) We both look GREAT! Everyone kept coming up to me and saying "OMG Stef you look like a queen!" haha. Everybody looked awesome. Secondly, at the Norfolk Collegiate game on March 25 (Thursday) I sprained my ankle. Yeh, that was 4 days ago. Since then, I've been in and out of hospitals. They said that I had a "3 degree sprain" which is the worst kind of sprain there is. I have to wear a splint and I can't walk on it for 2 weeks. But things get worse. The doctor said I probably can't play soccer for the rest of the season. I am going to die. And plus, I have Futures going on right now too. Yeh, this really sux and I have cruches of course and the really bad thing is that me and my family are going to Florida for our Spring Break (Universal). And that means a lot of walking .. or in my case a lot of wheeling cuz I'm going to be in a wheelchair if I'm not able to fully walk. Yeh, sux to be me. I'm just so happy that it wasn't the week before Ring Dance. Oh boy am I happy about that. Yeh, well I gotta go elevate my foot and ice it. I'll try and write more later. (Oh yeh me and Craig are better than ever .. so you guys can scratch that last entry out).

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*GUYS GET ON MY NERVES* [01 Mar 2004|07:18pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

Quote for my lifetime:

"Love isn't what it's all cracked up to be."

I'm starting to have 2nd thoughts about things ..

Starting to lose ALL hope ..

I wish I could go back to when things were good ..

..when things weren't as complicated

Girls .. you don't need a man to make you happy ..

You need self-confidence and friends that love and care about you.

No matter how hard you try to change someone, you can't ..

"You can't teach an old dog new tricks."

I haven't felt this way in a very long time ..

and I never expected that feeling to come back to me .. EVER

..but it did and I'm confused, frustrated, depressed and most of all I don't know what to do.

I've never not known what to do when I'm with him ..

these feelings that I'm feeling are evil and I want them to just go away

My life is shitty right now, let's just put it that way.

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*aT cRaIg'S* [22 Feb 2004|07:54pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

Yeh, I'm sittin here chillin with Craig. Whitney ending up having to go to her g-parents house. But, me and Craig still went to the movies. I picked him up from work and I was late. I felt so bad because he got off 15 minutes early. So, I took him home and he got changed and then we left. First, we went to Lynhaven but they didn't have any of the movies close to the time we arrived. Then, we went to Strawbridge and it was perfect timing. We saw "Against the Ropes" it was a good movie. It's about this girl trying to become a manager in the boxing industry. It was a great movie. I suggest that yall take the time to go and see it. Believe me, you will get your money's worth. Anyways, after the movies I had to go get gas. I was sooo mad because the gas station I usually go to was higher than what it usually is. It was $1.53 instead of $1.48. Anyways, then we went to Taco Bell - MY TREAT. And now, we are home. He's talking gibberish about his music. lol. I got a smile from him. I love him so much. He's so slow though. Anyways, lemme go "attend" to him and set him straight because he thinks he can rap faster than I can type. lol. (It's a couple thing.) There will be more written later. Until tomorrow .. PEACE!

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*LaSt NiGhT wAs PeRfEcT* [22 Feb 2004|08:52am]
[ mood | energetic ]

Indeed, last night was perfect. It all started with Craig not having to work. I had to go clean my dad's shop around 9ish. I did that and then we went to go eat Mexican. After Mexican, I went straight to Craig's. We chilled for a little while and listened to some of his new beats he has been making throughout the week. We already decided that we wanted to go to a movie and all but we didn't know which movie. So, we went up to Lynhaven and checked out some of the movie's they had playing. We looked at 50 First Dates and automatically said "Let's go see that!" lol. OMGosh .. that movie was soooo sweet. We both really enjoyed it. After the movies, Craig wanted to do something special for me. He wanted to go to Olive Garden (again). lol. What does this make? 4 times in 1 month? lol. He loves that restaurant. Anyways, we went there and the wait was 50-55 minutes. So, we took one of those things they give you and went back in the car. Cuz we didn't feel like waiting in there or outside cuz it was kinda cold. So, we went in the car and started talking and ish. Whitney called me and wanted to see what's going on and I told her. I told her that I would chill with her tomorrow (today). Anyways, after waiting like 2 minutes in my car the thing starts to light up and that means that a table was ready for us. YAY! We ate there like around 7 and left around 730. When we got to Craig's house, Cheeks and Reggie were there tryna make some music. But they know the deal .. when I'm there, Craig's occupied. lol. Yeh, so I stayed there until like 10 and left. I wasn't feelin 2 good. I think it was because of the food. I mean, I ate there 4 times in 1 month. That was pretty much it for the perfect night. I swear, my baby is so sweet and he spoils me rotten. I love him.

Today, I'm prolly going to call up Whitney and prolly go see a movie with her and Craig. And then maybe hit up the mall .. dunno. We'll see when we get there. Yeh, so I'm gotta do this current event and some homework and then I'm going to take a shower and call Whit. Craig gets off work at 3. I already told him I'm going to pick him up. I'm going to take him home so he can change and then another fun-filled day is ahead of us. Well, I'll write more tonight. LATER.

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*UpDaTe?* [18 Feb 2004|08:09pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Sure, why not. It's only Wednesday and it feels like a Monday to me. I swear, I'm getting tired of school .. and that's not like me .. not like me at all. Anyways, today was a good day .. just because it was a B day. I love B days. I was planning on going to conditioning today but it got cancelled for some reason. I think because neither Ms. Forman nor Mr. Hently could make it. I don't know. Yeh, so after school .. I took Juls home because her sister had a last-minute meeting to go to and couldn't pick her up. Then I took Craig home and I went home. I was planning on going "job searching" again but I just didn't feel like it today. Maybe tomorrow. I hope it keeps looking nasty outside so we don't have conditioning again tomorrow. So, when I got home .. I got something to eat and watched a little bit of tv. Then, I had to get started on my Monologue for AP English. I just finished that. Well, sorta .. I still need to make minor adjustments. Anyways, well I STILL got homework .. can you believe it? I can. Well, there will be more written later. LATER.

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*HaPpY vAlEnTiNeS dAy!* [14 Feb 2004|10:38pm]
[ mood | loved ]

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY YA'LL! This Valentines was my 2nd time spending it with Craig. This time it was better. First, I picked up Craig from work at 3. He came out of work with a dozen roses and a cake that said "Happy Valentines Day Stef." Then, we went home. When I say home .. I mean his house. Then, I took him to get his hair cut because he needed it. After "Star Styles," we went back to his house and then out to Olive Garden. The wait was LONG as hell. We waited in my car for like a hour and a half. We sat there and talked the whole time. It was great. Then, we ate our butts off. lol. Then like around 9 we left and headed home. Craig fell asleep in the car. He actually trusted me to drive him home with him sleeping .. lol. Anyways, tonight was romantic and full of love. I'm happy I have a man who loves and cares for me. Aaww. Hehe. Well, I'm about to go because Pocahontas is on Disney! I remember this movie! Aaww. LoL. There will be more written later. I love you Craig! Later.

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*tOdAy WaS sWeEt =)* [02 Feb 2004|07:06pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

It is true. Today was soo sweet .. sweet as it can possibly get. Today I had the AP English and the VA & US History Exams. That part sucked .. but after school .. Craig wanted to celebrate his birthday because it's on Wednesday and he has to work. So, we decided to celebrate it early. So, he let me pick the restaurant and we both decided to go to Friday's since he hasn't been there in awhile. So, we were sittin there .. eating and I got the waiter's attention and told him that it was Craig's birthday on Wednesday and he gave us a free ice cream sundae. It was soo good. The whole time we were sittin at the table, we just sat there and talked about how much we loved each other. It was absolutely perfect (once again). I guess everything is perfect when I am with Craig. It's like I can't get mad at him and nothing can make me not want to be with him. It's soo good that we are young and in love because I always have someone there for me when it seems like everyone's not and he always encourages and supports me in everything. It seems too good to be true .. but it is true .. yanno? Yeh, well, I'mma go and watch some tv and maybe play my brother in his Game Cube (Mario's Double Dash) I think. Anyways, there will be more written later.

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*sIcK* [29 Jan 2004|07:28pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Well, STRESSING week if ya ask me. Craig had to work on Monday (when we didn't have school) and he got sick. He was working outside all day when it was snowing and he only had a little sweatshirt on. Yeh, well, he didn't go to school on Tuesday because he was throwin up all night. WELL, me (being the nicest girlfriend that I am) went over to his house before school and gave him some medicine. After I did that, and after school was over, I went back there again. He felt better. I gave him a kiss on his cheek but I didn't want to kiss him on the lips quite yet. Next thing I know, he's kissing me on the lips. Yeh, well, it didn't seem like a bad idea at the time, but later that night .. GUESS WHAT? Stefanie starts throwin up! Yupp .. that boy gave me his flu bug. I wasn't 2 happy because I like NEVER get sick. And just my luck, it happened on exam week. Yeh, so anyways, I started throwin up early Wednesday morning (around 3ish) and my mom told me NOT to go to school. Well, I didn't listen to her for the fact that I HAD to take the Chemistry Notebook Test that day to get an "A" in Mr. Rhoad's class. Then, after school, I went to the mall to drop off my applications. I know I shouldn't have but I want a job ASAP. I did that, then Craig decided he was hungry and he had some Chinese food and he bought me Chic-fil-a. Ate that. Dropped him off. Went home. And my luck comes into play ONCE AGAIN. What do ya know? Stefanie is throwin up again. I really had myself convinced that I wasn't going to go to school today but it just goes to show ya how much I care about my grades. If I missed today then I wouldn't have been able to make it up before they put the grades in for the report cards. So, I took the Alg II/Trig exam .. it was okay .. I think I did good on it. Then the Chem exam .. I did horrible! Me and Whitney cheated so hard because we both didn't know any of it. Well, actually, I cheated off her more because I didn't know it. Whitney's such a good friend .. hehe! lol. Yeh, well, me and my mom were supposed to go buy my dress today but it didn't happen. I was still feelin bad. So, if I feel okay tomorrow, then we will go and get it. Anyways, I am going to go lay down but I thought I needed to update yall first. Well, there will be more written later.

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*uPdAtE* [24 Jan 2004|11:51pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

This week has gone by pretty fast .. that's why I haven't been able to update for a while .. I just got home from babysitting .. got some money .. hehe .. yeh well today was okay .. kinda boring though .. lol. I can't write much because I need some MAJOR sleep tonight because I gotta get up bright and early to go to church with Craig. His neice (which is 4 months old) is getting dedicated. So, he invited me and his WHOLE family is going to be at church tomorrow .. WHOA! That's a lot of people. lol. Anyways, I'm really looking forward to that .. but one thing's for sure .. I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY! hehe. On the bright side, it's a VERY SHORT week! So that's good. No conditioning either .. THANK GOD. Haha. Well, I'm sorry about my cell phone guys .. it was at the store .. getting fixed .. I ono what it is with me and cell phones because I always seem to break 'em. But, surprisingly, I didn't do it this time .. it was VERIZON! haha. Yeh, well, gotta go catch some beauty sleep .. I thought it would be nice to update since I am awake. There will be more written later. G'night yall =)

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*sWePt OfF mY fEeT* [17 Jan 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Hey. Haven't written in a while because .. uhh .. I've been busy throughout the week. Yeh, well tonight was the ultimate, best perfect night of my whole entire life. Well, as most of yall know .. today is me and Craig's anniversary (1 year and 8 months.) Yeh, well I went to go pick up Craig at 3 from work. I was early so I had to wait on him and boy, did I wait a long time .. I was gettin kinda upset because I came like 10 minutes early and it took him 15 minutes to come out of his work. When he came out, and got in my car, he gave me roses and said "Happy Anniversary Baby" OMGOSH. I was so swept away. Then, we went to his house and chilled for a lil bit .. then he was like :We are going out to eat. I was like: What? Where? and he was like :Well, since you've never been to Olive Garden .. I'mma take you there. I was like:Aaww baby. Hehe. Yeh, so we went there .. and waited for a whole hour! (We should've made reservations, but we're slow) Anyways, it was so awesome. That was technically my first date. Nothing could've made tonight bad. That's how great it was. I love him so much. Tonight made me love him more than what I already did. I can honestly say that we were meant for each other. Anyways, I gotta go do some Chemistry Extra Credit then go to bed .. so there will be more written later. Until then .. keep dreamin .. =)

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*WhEw!* [11 Jan 2004|11:49am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Sorry guys .. this weekend has been crazy like I ono what .. okay .. this is how it went down ..

Friday:
-"A" day .. enough said
-got a bad grade on History Quiz
-Craig had to work
-didn't sleep in my own room cuz grandparents came on Thurs.
-went to Chinese food (yUmM)
-started on History homework (notecards .. blah!)
-Larry & his girlfriend came over to watch Freaky Friday & Nemo

Saturday:
-spent more time with g-parents
-dad wasn't feelin 2 good so I drove him 2 work
-cleaned my dad's shop for $15
-went to my cuzin Larry's house
-went to Home Depot
-went to Craig's
-went to go get gas
-went to Taco Bell
-went to Tropical Smoothie (saw Ash & Bonnie)
-went to Farm Fresh
-basically went everywhere

And now .. my g-parents just left around 10 .. I'm going to miss my g-ma's cookin .. aaww .. yeh so kinda busy weekend for me & trust me, I'm not lookin forward to taking my Alg II/Trig quiz tomorrow as well as going to Chemistry .. but anyways .. I'm about to go take a shower & I might go over my friend's house (to see her baby) aaww. Well, there will be more written later =)

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*i'M nOt HiGh, I jUsT aCt LiKe iT* [02 Jan 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | high ]

Today was kinda interesting. My mom and I had to wake up early this morning to take Lucky to the vet. He had to get blood taken and get some shots. Well, since Lucky isn't that great with humans [or let alone any other animals] .. the vet almost got bitten. Yeh, wasn't too good there. But I did see the most adorable puppy in the whole wide world. It was a brown 7 week old Pit Bull. OMGOSH! It was so tiny and so cute =) And, it only weighed 6 lbs! So, then we went in the back room and I had to sit there and like pin Lucky down in order for the vet to take blood out of his arm. He's fisty. Anyways, after that .. we went to Subway. My treat. Haha. First time in a lifetime that I had money. [The only reason why I had money was because I babysat on New Year's Eve]. Then, we went to my dad's shop to meet up with my dad and brother. They didn't eat yet so me and my mom went with them to Subway [again] so they could get their grub on. lol. Then, we went to this store in Portsmouth to get my brother some riding pants for him to ride in [obviously]. Then my dad took us all back to the shop where my car was and me and my brother went to Verizon Wireless because my dad screwed up on my new cell phone registration. Got that figured out. Then we went to Blockbuster, since it was right there. Rented "Wrong Turn" and "How to Deal" with Mandy Moore in it. I already saw Wrong Turn at Craig's. How to Deal was okay. I liked it but then I again I didn't. Then after watching How to Deal, I took my brother over to his friend's house. Then around 630, my parents come home and we all watch Wrong Turn .. my mom had to "close her eyes" during most of the gory scenes. lol. Finished that [my mom was about to kill me for making her watch that movie] and now I'm sitting here doing AP English homework [Scarlet Letter ?'s]. And guess what? I didn't read. I got it all from SPARKNOTES .. THANKS CARA! Hehe. Yeh, well, I'm getting kinda tired .. so there will be more written later. Oh yeh, don't forget .. Coo Coo CaChoo!!!

I start Futures in February =)

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*bUsYnEsS* [29 Dec 2003|12:18am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Sorry I haven't written in awhile .. kinda been busy .. Christmas was great .. got everything I wanted and asked for. Today was off the hook for real. My family and I went to this new construction site where we rode our 4 wheeler and my brother's dirt motorcycle thing .. and OMGosh was it muddy out there! Everyone (my parents' and brothers' friends) were covered in mud. We went around 1030am and didn't get home until like 4ish. Even though it was muddy and cold, I still had fun. We brought Lucky with us and I had to give him a bath right when I got home because he was so filthy. But anyways .. I'm sittin here tryna find a way how to download music on my new computer (my dad's old one.) Yeh, well I came across this new song from Simple Plan on MTV tonight and I absolutely love it.


Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time..
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

(Chorus) And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect (2x)



Yeh well, you should download it .. awesome song =) Well, there will be more written later .. g'night yall =)

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*MeRrY xMaS eVe YaLl* [24 Dec 2003|10:41pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Merry Christmas Eve!

Today was an okay day .. kinda boring actually. Well, I didn't get out of bed until like 12 and then I went to Craig's. We stayed at his house .. I played his favorite computer game .. I think it's called Call of Duty. It's really cool .. you get to shoot the Russians or the Germans. [Yall gotta play it sometime.] Then, Craig started to feel bad. He had a major headache and he felt sick. So, I quit the game [which I didn't want to but my baby comes first no matter what] and then I took care of him. I made him lay down cuz he had to go to work at 3. He layed down, I layed with him .. kinda of a romantic kinda thing =). Then I left his house and went to the mall where I saw Lovelyn .. I haven't seen her in the longest time ever. I went to Hot Topic to exchange my belt that my mom and brother picked out .. they got me a size way too big. Then, I went looking in Pac Sun to see some of their shirts and sweatshirts and all that .. they got some cute clothes now. Yeh, so left the mall .. then came home .. watched Agent Cody Banks; then played this one game with my brother and his friend [can't remember what the game was called] on his Gamecube. Just basically chilled for a lil while. In our family, opening 1 present on Christmas Eve is a tradition. So, I asked my dad to hook up my new car stereo. He did that. I'm so happy cuz now I have a CD player .. lol .. yeh, then just talked to Craig cuz he got home from work .. a very hectic day [according to him]. But now I'm just sittin here .. talking to Daniel online .. and listenin to some music. Well, there will be more written tomorrow. G'night yall and sleep tight and think of all those presents that Santa Claus will give you in the morning =)

Happy Holidays =)

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*mOrE rEsUlTs FrOm QuIzZeS* [22 Dec 2003|10:22pm]
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